Sacrifice & Obedience: cost of disciplship




One of the leaders asked him, “Good rabbi, what should I do to obtain eternal life?” Yahusha said to him, “Why are you calling me good? No one is good but Yahuah! [YHVH for future reference-my emphasis] You know the mitzvot[commands] — ‘Don’t commit adultery, don’t murder, don’t steal, don’t give false testimony, honor your father and mother, . . .’”  He replied, “I have kept all these since I was a boy.”  On hearing this Yahusha said to him, “There is one thing you still lack. Sell whatever you have, distribute the proceeds to the poor, and you will have riches in heaven. Then come, follow me!”  But when the man heard this, he became very sad, because he was very rich.

Yahusha looked at him and said, “How hard it is for people with wealth to enter the Kingdom of YHVH!  It’s easier for a camel to pass through a needle’s eye than for a rich man to enter the Kingdom of YHVH!”

Luke 18:18-25

(Also see Mattith-Yahu[Matthew] 19:16-24 & Mark 10:17-23)

 

Stuff. We all have it. Some more than others, but none the less we all have possessions of one form or fashion. Many of us are rather attached to our materials.  What if Yahusha HaMashyach (the Son of YHVH, Yah’s Salvation; Messiah) asked you to sell or give away ALL that you had and follow Him wherever He went? Could you do it? How many of us would make excuses as to why we could not do it, as we tried to justify in our own minds that it is fine to keep it all? Lazarus was not the only one that Yahusha HaMashyach asked to abandon everything.  I have found throughout my walk with Yahusha that if we want an example of great discipleship then we should look to the Apostles.

 

 As Yahusha walked by Lake Kinneret, he saw two brothers who were fishermen — Shim‘on, known as Kefa, and his brother Andrew — throwing their net into the lake.  Yahusha said to them, “Come after me, and I will make you fishers for men!”  At once they left their nets and went with him.

Mattith-Yahu 4:18-20

 

This is amazing! Kefa and Andrew did not even hesitate in obedience to Yahusha HaMashyach’s call.  Yahusha HaMashyach saw them at their trade, or career, and called to them to make them fishers of men. The Word does not say that they first went to their families and said good bye, it does not say they went and gathered a few possessions before leaving, but instead it says that they LEFT EVERYTHING.  They left their nets, families and everything they owned to follow Yahusha HaMashyach. They did this in blind faith and obedience, because Yahusha HaMashyach did not say, “I am the Mashyach/Messiah, the Lord of lords, come and follow me,” He simply said, “follow me and I will make you fishers of men.”

 

Going on from there, he saw two other brothers — Ya’akov[James] Ben-Zavdai and Yahuchanan[John] his brother — in the boat with their father Zavdai, repairing their nets; and he called them.  At once they left the boat and their father and went with Yahusha.

Mattith-Yahu 4:21-22

(see also Luke 5:10-11)

 

Then soon after we see Ya’akov and Yahuchanan do exactly the same thing! They were even with their father, yet without a second thought they left him, their career, and all they owned and knew to follow Yahusha HaMashyach. They did not hesitate or question the call. All four of these men left what was comfortable and safe for them in trade for the unknown and dangerous. They showed the perfect example of what it is to die to oneself and live for Yahusha HaMashyach. They followed the teacher that would tell them to crucify themselves. History, from many sources, tells us that each of His disciples lost their lives in horrific ways because of their testimony for Yahusha HaMashyach. They lost their own lives because they answered the call from Yahusha that very instant and never turned back.

 

So here is the question. Can we put ourselves into the very sandals of these Apostles?  The fact of the matter is we do have to give up everything to follow Yahusha HaMashyach.

 

 As they were traveling on the road, a man said to him, “I will follow you wherever you go.”  Yahusha answered him, “The foxes have holes, and the birds flying about have nests, but the Son of Man has no home of his own.”  To another he said, “Follow me!” but the man replied, “Sir, first let me go away and bury my father.”  Yahusha said, “Let the dead bury their own dead; you, go and proclaim the Kingdom of God!”  Yet another said, “I will follow you, sir, but first let me say good-by to the people at home.”  To him Yahusha said, “No one who puts his hand to the plow and keeps looking back is fit to serve in the Kingdom of YHVH.”

Luke 9:57-62

 

Yahusha HaMashyach warns the first of the men to approach him that he would be giving up everything.  They would be homeless in the physical sense but to follow Yahusha HaMashyach we MUST be willing to sacrifice EVERYTHING, no matter what it is. Yahusha HaMashyach says to the second that if we are to follow Him, to let the dead bury the dead. To many this would not make sense, BUT in fact it makes perfect sense. The “dead” that bury the dead are spiritually dead and dwell on the earth (in the world). They do not know or follow or refuse to follow Yahusha HaMashyach. The “living” are spiritually alive and abiding in the spiritual Kingdom of Heaven. They follow Yahusha HaMashyach, spreading His Good News all over the place, no matter the cost. The last man asks Yahusha HaMashyach if he may first go and bid farewell to his family. A question that would not bother any of us to grant, however, Yahusha HaMashyach warns against this when He says that no one who has started a walk with Yahusha HaMashyach and looks back to the “old way” is fit for the Kingdom of YHVH. LEAVE BEHIND EVERYTHING to follow the Lord.

 

We even have to love Him in such a way that the closest and strongest love we have here with a person should seem like hatred for that person in comparison.

 

Whoever loves his father or mother more than he loves me is not worthy of me; anyone who loves his son or daughter more than he loves me is not worthy of me.

Mattith-Yahu 10:37

 

“If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father, his mother, his wife, his children, his brothers and his sisters, yes, and his own life besides, he cannot be my talmid[disciple/follower] Whoever does not carry his own execution-stake and come after me cannot be my talmid…So every one of you who doesn’t renounce all that he has cannot be my talmid.

Luke 14:26-27; 33

 

Remember, YHVH will not contradict Himself. Therefore, when Yahusha HaMashyach is telling us to “hate” our family, He is not literally telling us to be hateful to them and have no love at all. Instead, He is telling us that in comparison, our love for Him and Father should totally tip the balances and out way our earthly love for our loved ones, making it seem like utter hatred.  He wants to see us make the sacrifice. He wants to be able to give us a command and we will follow it no matter how much our loved ones want to oppose it.  Remember, we are to follow the proper order of things.  The “rank ladder” is as follows:

 

YHVH the Father, Yahusha YHVH’s Only Begotten Son

 

Husband

Wife

Children (unmarried children)

 

This means that the husband must submit to the Father, the wife to the husband, and the children to the husband and wife.  However, if a child receives a direct command from YHVH, then they are to obey it because it exceeds the authority their parents have over them. Same goes for the wife. If she receives a direct command from YHVH to do something, she is to do it no matter what opposition she meets.  Bottom line, YHVH is the Commander in Chief. What He says goes. Period.  Now, wives and children please do not go off and tell your parents or husbands you are going to do such and such because YHVH told you to if indeed He said nothing. If you are living in a YHVH fearing and obeying house, then what YHVH commands to one will be blessed by the others. The only ones who would oppose YHVH’s commands are those who are not fellow talmidim[disciples/follower]. Now I said “unmarried children” for a reason. After they marry, they have left their parents’ house and authority and become one person with their spouse. The proper order starts all over again with a new unity between man and wife.

 

For this cause a man shall leave his

father and mother and cleave to his wife

and they shall become one flesh.

Bereshith[Genesis] 2:24

 

and said, ‘For this cause a man shall

leave his father and mother and cleave to

his wife and the two shall become one

flesh’? 

Mattith-Yahu 19:5

 

 ‘For this cause a man shall leave his

father and mother and cleave to his wife, 

and the two shall become one flesh,’

so that they are no longer two, but one

flesh. 

Mark 10:7-8

 

 Believing men and women please do not go and marry an unbeliever. This is rebellion to the Father[Abba]. In Old Testament, He commanded the Hebrews not to marry outside of their tribes. This was in a physical nature, but today since we as the Ekklesia are Spiritual Israel, we are not to marry outside of the “tribe” or Ekklesia. This is not said to be mean or bossy. But instead, YHVH tells us this so that we do not stumble in our walk and fall away all together because of the others unbelief and worldly actions.  Instead of just the one being unsaved, there is possibly now two lost souls instead of the one. Though Yahusha HaMashyach would have none parish, He says that many will.

 

This is the word which YHVH has commanded, … saying, ‘Let them marry who is good in their eyes, but let them marry only within the clan of their father’s tribe.’ 

Bemidbar[Numbers] 36:6

 

This passage, like much of the Word of YHVH, has both physical and spiritual meaning. The physical meaning of this scripture is that the Hebrews were not to marry outside of their tribe (i.e. the 12 tribes). Today, with spiritual Israel (the Ekklesia) we are not to marry outside of THE FATHER’s family.

Now there is a difference if the two are married both unbelievers and one comes to be a follower of Yahusha HaMashyach and the other does not, then they are to remain together if the unbeliever desires it, as said in 1 Corinthians 7, because they could help lead them to sanctification. However, the believer must keep a strong guard up and have their spiritual armor of YHVH on at all times so that they do not get pulled back down.

Anyways, back to my main point. When Yahusha HaMashyach tells us not to love anyone more than Him, this also can apply to our materials.  If we are making excuses as to why we cannot leave it ALL, then it is showing that we love that thing more than Yahusha HaMashyach. If we truly love Yahusha HaMashyach in a way that makes our love for all others seem like hate, then why would it be so hard for us to sell or give away or destroy all we own to follow Him in all His Glory?

 

Again I will ask, can we do what these others have done? Can we give up everything if he asked us to do so?

This is where we come face to face with a dangerous reality because the answer is, YES! We do have to give up everything we have to follow Yahusha. We do have to love him in a way that makes our closest relationships in this world look like hate. And it is entirely possible that he will tell us to sell everything we have and give it to the poor.

But we don't want to believe it. We are afraid of what it might mean for our lives. So we rationalize these passages away. "Yahusha wouldn't really tell us not to bury our father or say good-bye to our family. Yahusha did not literally mean to sell all we have and give it to the poor. What Yahusha really meant was…"

And this is where we need to pause, because we are starting to redefine Biblical discipleship (Talmidim of Yahusha) We are giving in to the dangerous temptation to take the Yahusha of the Bible and twist him into a version of Yahusha we are more comfortable with.

A nice, middle-class, American Yahusha. A Yahusha who does not mind materialism and who would never call us to give away everything we have. A Yahusha who would not expect us to forsake our closest relationships so that he receives all our affection. A Yahusha who is fine with nominal devotion that does not infringe on our comforts, because, after all, he loves us just the way we are. A Yahusha who wants us to be balanced, who wants us to avoid dangerous extremes, and who, for that matter, wants us to avoid danger altogether. A Yahusha who brings us comfort and prosperity as we live out our Yahusha HaMashyachian spin on the American dream.

But do you and I realize what we are doing at this point? We are molding Yahusha into our image. He is beginning to look a lot like us because, after all, that is whom we are most comfortable with. And the danger now is that when we gather in our church buildings to sing and lift up our hands in worship, we may not actually be worshiping the Yahusha of the Bible. Instead we may be worshiping ourselves. The apostate church today is worshiping a false Yahusha. They have omitted parts of the Word that are not comfortable to them. They will manipulate scriptures to mean what they are comfortable with, using only the parts that fit the “point” they have to make and leave out the entirety of the context from which it is taken in Scripture. Today, Satan is in nearly every church, no matter the denomination, smiling because they are all fooled.

Instead of molding Yahusha HaMashyach into our own image, conforming Him to fit our lives and comforts, we need to put our own lives and comforts on the Cross and crucify them. Bind them to the flogging post and thrash them raw. We must die to our own lives, desires, and comforts. We must step out of our comfort zones and leave behind all we know. Pick up our cross, as we are going to be throwing our flesh on it constantly and follow Yahusha HaMashyach. A great mentor of mine once told me, Yahusha HaMashyach is the strongest man that ever-walked earth. He was able to walk through His entire life resisting sin, dying to self, and living for the Father. He NEVER sinned. He died a blameless death on our behalf. Never once did He defend Himself. That is true strength in my eyes. How many times in our lives have we been in situations where we snap or feel the need to retaliate? How many times do we feel humiliated if we say nothing? Well that is exactly what Yahusha HaMashyach did. He was needlessly slapped, beaten, spit on, had horrible things said to Him, yet He said nothing unless it was of the Father. He HUMBLED himself to the ridicule and abuse. He KNEW as we should KNOW that the Father is His defense.

See, sacrifice is not only giving up all we own to follow Yahusha. It is also giving up our own Will and desires for those of the Father. It is dying to our own flesh and living in His spirit. It is storing up our treasures in Heaven and not on this earth. When you know the Treasures of Heaven, nothing on this earth is worth giving up Yahusha HaMashyach. With that said, if you truly know who Yahusha HaMashyach, our Savior, is then nothing can sway you from your walk with Him.

 

Yes, we have in a sense signed our death notes as soon as we answer the call of Yahusha HaMashyach. Every day we are dying to ourselves, and if it be the will of YHVH, some of us will be martyred for Yahusha HaMashyach’s Name. We may be homeless and give up all we own. But do not fear. Whatever YHVH asks us to do, HE WILL PROVIDE A WAY. Just have strong Faith, and don’t let anyone put doubt in your heart. 

 “And do not seek what you shall eat 

or what you shall drink and do not keep

worrying. 

 “For the gentiles of the world seek all

these and your Father knows

that you need these. 

 “But seek the reign of Elohim and

all these shall be added to you. 

 “Do not fear, little flock, because

your Father did delight to give you the

reign.

“Sell your possessions and give in

kindness. Make yourselves purses

which do not grow old, a treasure in the

heavens that does not fail, where no thief

does come near nor moth destroys. 

“For where your treasure is, there

your heart shall be also.    

Luke 12:29-34

YHVH will give us all we need. Just keep in mind, needs and wants are two totally different things. Yes, sometimes as a reward our Father YHVH will give us a want as a reward for our obedience. But in these times, we should have no other want than the want of MORE Yahusha.  We need not worry about our needs, for the Father knows them and will meet them. Just keep faith and a strong prayer life with YHVH. Each of our walks is a ONE on ONE relationship. Do not rely on the words of Man solely as your source of truth.  Dive deep into the Word of YHVH, and keep a profoundly strong prayer life. A real prayer life is always born out of anguish. Not the “woe is me” anguish, but the kind that comes from seeing what the world has become, what the church has become and what is taking over it, what is now acceptable as the norm in society that is abominable to YHVH.  When you can feel the anguish of the Father, you can better understand His burning anger at the world and with the Church. In contrast, you also see His overwhelming love and compassion as He has held back His hand for so long. He is a patient YHVH, but the times we are in, the signs that He is giving all around us that Yahusha HaMashyach warned to look for, tell us that His patience has run out. He is giving His people a time frame to hear and obey His call. Go to where He will call you. Leave just as the disciples did with no regrets. If you are disobedient, then the time frame will pass and you will have missed your chance. I will end this study with this passage:

 

And He, lifting up His eyes toward

His taught ones, said, “Blessed are

the poor, because yours is the reign of

Elohim. 

“Blessed are you who hunger now, because you shall be satisfied.  Blessed

are you who weep now, because you

shall laugh. 

 “Blessed are you when men shall

hate you and when they shall cut you off

and shall reproach you and cast out your

name as wicked, for the sake of the Son

of Aḏam. 

 “Rejoice in that day and leap for

joy, for look, your reward is great in

the heaven, for that is how their fathers

treated the prophets. 

 “But woe to you who are rich

because you are receiving your comfort. 

 “Woe to you who have been filled

because you shall hunger.  Woe to you

who are laughing now, because you

shall mourn and weep. 

 “Woe to you when all men speak well

of you, for thus their fathers did to the

false prophets. 

 “But I say to you who are hearing:

Love your enemies, do good to those

hating you. 

 “Bless those cursing you and pray for

those insulting you. 

 “And to him who hits you on the one

cheek, offer the other also.  And from

him who takes away your outer garment,

do not withhold the inner garment either. 

 “And give to everyone who asks of

you. And from him who takes away

what is yours do not ask it back. 

 “As you wish men should do to you,

you also do to them in the same way.

 “And if you love those loving you,

what favour have you?  For sinners, too,

love those loving them. 

 “And if you do good to those doing

good to you, what favour have you? 

For even sinners do the same. 

 “And if you lend to those from whom

you expect to receive back, what favour

have you?  For even sinners lend to

sinners to receive as much back. 

 “Rather, love your enemies and do

good and lend, expecting none in return. 

And your reward shall be great and

you shall be sons of the Most High. 

Because He is kind to the thankless and

wicked ones.

“Therefore be compassionate as your

Father also is compassionate. 

 “And do not judge and you shall not 

be judged at all. Condemn not and you

shall not be condemned at all.

Forgive and you shall be forgiven. 

 “Give and it shall be given to you. A

good measure, pressed down and shaken

together and running over shall be put

into your lap. For with the same measure

with which you measure, it shall be

measured back to you.”   

Luke 6:20-38

You will reap whatever you sew…

Go in peace my dearly beloved brothers and sisters in Yahusha.

YHVH bless you and make His face to shine upon you. May He always be gracious to you and look upon you with favor. Pray diligently, and rest in Yahusha at peace waiting patiently and intently for His voice. It may come to you in any form or fashion:

Dream

Thought

Song

News headline

Something someone says that makes sense only to you

etc……

Remember, as you heed and obey His voice, it will grow stronger and louder inside of you. But as you disobey and ignore His voice, it will fade and He will stop speaking to you all together and abandon you to your own sin, to be delusioned like the rest of those who dwell on the earth and not in the Spiritual Kingdom of YHVH. If the world hates you for your testimony of Yahusha HaMashyach, then rejoice loudly! For the King of kings LOVES YOU!

In the Love, Light, and Truth of Yahshua,


Sister Aviela Levia


Romans 1_16


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